Balderdash

Its just that a few days ago i decided after more than a year of pestering by a certain someone i finally decided to give a shot at blogging. And it was pure frustration at this world and a medium to vent my feelings out at this b"big bad cruel world" that i finally made up my mind. Till recently a die hard msg freak.. till the 100 free msg a day scheme was cut off (not for me but for the people i msg) i used that as a medium for this venting out of frustration thing. Being an introvert , i dont scream , or punch or shout or kick at the sorry state of affairs in the world. Just get irritated at things and even get more irritated that am not able to help, or rather am helpless.. or what ever. So this is how i began blogging. There are so many things to tell, to express what might come out in a torrent of word flow.. and again things which cannot be said but have to be let out somehow or else itll pile up and one fine day come crashing down like the World Trade Centre during 9/11. I really don't know what i ll write on. Am basically whimsical, a jack of all trades.. um.. almost but a zero in every thing u can think of!! A cynic in many respects. So there i have named my blog balderdash so that i can write anything under the sun, and above it.. basically anything and it needn make sense at all, like now. And most of all, something which this soceity can never provide, i wish to be a really really free free bird flying somewhere really high in the sk.. Something that i have never been able to do.. at least till now.